What a day!!

yesterday was a mad day... lotsa things happened... lotsa mixed feelings...

had surgery osce... which turned out pretty bad. and i'm supposed to have finished all my surgery postings and most of my revision. sheesh... i think i need to study surgery again! AAHH... but i still have medicine, paeds and O n G!! *faint*

a friend was in trouble... cried before the test started. made all of us super worried... (had a chat with her just now... glad she's fine and still strong!)

went to watch movie and had kenny rogers with xh... really really enjoyable! how is that i'm so lucky to find a bestfriend whom i can talk abt ANYTHING to? can't wait to go for our grad trip together!!

had an irritating doctor to give us an osce session... which showed me how terrible it will be to get an anal examiner who drills you and makes things difficult for you. DIE DIE DIE...

someone made me super super pissed with a comment at the end of the test... (cos we were still trying to finish up the last bits of our paper) "if you guys continue writing somemore, i'm gonna tell on you." what the h$#@!!!

on second thoughts, this someone must be hitting some really rough patch to behave like this... cos she's usually tactless but not lydat. tt made me kinda worried for her... whatever it is, hope things will be ok for her soon...

which made me think further... does it mean that u should be forgiven for shooting off your mouth just cos u're not in a good mood? i guess friends are always ready to understand and forgive you... but not everyone can be so tolerant right?

tt's why when i'm in a bad mood, i learn to shut up. chances are i'm gonna see everything in a bad light and if i dun shut up, bad things come out of my mouth and it upsets ppl which then upsets me later when i think abt it. then it becomes a vicious cycle and the bad mood just gets worse...

what a relief for me cos at the end of this rough day, nic was there to listen to me complain... haha! i feel so bad for dumping all my complaints and grouses on you whenever i see you online. sorry sorry... thanks thanks too... cos any bad day becomes half better after complaining to you!